when will this end?

this feeling is very peculiar.. i hate it for i should not be feeling this way.. i want to ignore it.. forget it..

everyday.. every minute.. i'm getting sick of this feeling.. why did it changed the whole me? me, who used to very certain that every move i took is right.. who used to be very cautious in making decisions..

why did it changed me?
this is not me!
when will this end?