it was only last year when i found out that at last i'm emotionally matured.. after 28 long years.. wheww! that was long!!
before, fear is all around me.. inside and out.. fear that i won't be able to face life's challenges.. and wether you like it or not.. you'll have to face those challenges..
after all, life will never be a bed of roses
and as you face those, your strength and faith will be tested..
i had suffered enough.. yes.. and as i looked back those years of sufferings, i feel the happiness that i never felt for the longest time in my life.. happy for i was able to gain back the life that i truly wanted..
here i am now.. happy.. contented.. i guess so.. but wait.. man is never contented, until he is with his creator.. well, i guess there is something missing.. but it will come, if not now, in the future..
don't look for it... let it find you..
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