after more than a decade of bondage.. here i am.. will soon be out of the cell of hell.. this will happen very, very soon.. next week.. or the first week of august.. very, very soon.. i will be completely happy.
it's a very good feeling that i was able to let go of my emotions.. of my anger.. not really, because i did not felt anger when i told my friends that i wanted to be free finally.. all my hesitations were gone.. all my fears were vanished.. and i was amazed that i did not feel any fear of being alone.. i have my friends and i am right.. they love me unconditionally.. they're my shelter.. they're even shocked when i told them the story of life.. they don't even have a clue.. except for carl.. but emily.. my dear emily.. she did not noticed even a single clue.. i even asked her if she recalled when we were at the smoking area in the office.. when i said that i wanted to shout.. she just replied no..
I am so thankful to have a mom like mine.. my jeff and my justine.. and my crazy but brilliant friends..
I love you all!
You are my life!
it's a very good feeling that i was able to let go of my emotions.. of my anger.. not really, because i did not felt anger when i told my friends that i wanted to be free finally.. all my hesitations were gone.. all my fears were vanished.. and i was amazed that i did not feel any fear of being alone.. i have my friends and i am right.. they love me unconditionally.. they're my shelter.. they're even shocked when i told them the story of life.. they don't even have a clue.. except for carl.. but emily.. my dear emily.. she did not noticed even a single clue.. i even asked her if she recalled when we were at the smoking area in the office.. when i said that i wanted to shout.. she just replied no..
I am so thankful to have a mom like mine.. my jeff and my justine.. and my crazy but brilliant friends..
I love you all!
You are my life!
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