my journey

almost two years.. of happy memories.. memories that I will surely treasure for the rest of my life. memories of the people who contributed much to my character.. my purpose..my life.. my future..

i am always been a dreamer.. an idealist and an optimist.. because of those characters.. i had to stand and stick to my decisions..i had mitch at a very young age of 13.. and blessed with real gorgeous kids.. i had my jeff at 15 and my justinee at 18.. to me they're the sole reason of my existence.. my whole world evolves around them.. i had my first job when i was 20.. then i realized that life really is not a bed of roses.. that fairy tale does not exist.. and that you will have to go for the race.. and so i succeed..

because of those characters.. i find it very hard to decide what i want.. and i'm grateful that because of those i made a wise decision that i will never ever regret.. i had to be a full time mom to my kids who were at that time in pre school.. to be with them in their formative years as i believe that i am the one responsible to mold to become men of character as this will be their weapon life's battle..

but as i go along with my journey.. surprised that i still can't find the real me.. i felt that there is something missing.. and that i had to search for whatever is it that's missing.. three years of being a super mom.. i decided to go on searching for the real me.. after three years of living routinely.. i had to bring the values that i needed in my search..

and a new chapter opened in nov 2006...