blue birthday..

january 12, 2009

my 29th birthday, this day is supposed to be my day.. i should be excited and happy.. right.. happy.. but how can i be happy if my precious ones are away? and i will be an hypocrite if i will tell you that i'm not longing for someone to share my life with..

a friend asked me, "What have you learned from your experiences last year?" i replied, "i realized that i gained emotional maturity only last year." if you will ask why? my posts will answer that for you..

emotional maturity.. is there really such? i don't know.. maybe.. well, maybe there is but not as human beings emotional maturity varies.. this is the day wherein i'm not emotionally stable.. poor me!

i need to let this out! even in the form of blogging and drawing.. after all these acts are one of my best friends..