fear

i am fearless. that's what i thought until i saw an email trail way back in july. it consisted all the heartaches and pains of my closest friends including me.. when i read that email again.. mixed emotions was felt.. 'twas funny.. sad.. but the saddest thing that i learned was, i realized that fear lies within me.. fear of being hurt again.. i realized that my experience made me into someone i don't know.. i can't imagine myself being with someone again.. i gained my life back, but there's something that was taken away from me.. TRUST.. it's so hard to trust someone again.. i'm not sure if i will ever get it back.. time can only tell..