i have completely decided to free myself my pains.. after all, i have the right to own my happiness.. this is my life.. i should not let anyone hinder me to own it..
i've been so understanding.. so patient.. i knew it from then that i will not be happy if i will spend the rest of my life with him.. but i only considered the people around us.. i realized that it should be my whole being that should be considered the first.. i thought that i will make them happy if i will stay.. but i was wrong.. how can i give happiness if i don't have it?
so naive.. i thought that i can make all things happen.. when i looked back through those years.. it made me smile.. not because of the happy memories but because my sad experiences.. those experiences made me stronger.. those experiences made the real me.. and i will use those experiences in my search for happiness..
i've been so understanding.. so patient.. i knew it from then that i will not be happy if i will spend the rest of my life with him.. but i only considered the people around us.. i realized that it should be my whole being that should be considered the first.. i thought that i will make them happy if i will stay.. but i was wrong.. how can i give happiness if i don't have it?
so naive.. i thought that i can make all things happen.. when i looked back through those years.. it made me smile.. not because of the happy memories but because my sad experiences.. those experiences made me stronger.. those experiences made the real me.. and i will use those experiences in my search for happiness..
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